really moved.

Sunday, December 9, 2007 {12:18 PM}

ok..i announced that i wanna moved to vox.

but a bad thing is that i can link u guys up again..coz there only allow members of VOX.

So sorry peeps. hehx...but next time please tag there...not here ya. =)

Please continue to support me in vox!!

I dunnoe if u guys can relink me in vox..should be can la hur...so...relink mi ya!~~

buh=bye<

Moved.

Saturday, December 8, 2007 {9:28 PM}

ok not really moved...but i've got another blog...

www.pingpiangpong.vox.com

it's much erm..clearer and nicer...and easier to use i guess...not that fanciful as this...

Over there shall be white backgrd ...black fonts...not like this stupid template with pink old entries...


no tagboard..but u can leave a comment...and..errr...no links...unless u're vox member too...

not that sophisticated anymore...just keeping it simple.

A place i write down my feelings....

Meanwhile i'm getting used to that..i'll still keep this open...will tell u guys if i'm closing this down..

Ciao~

buh=bye<

Abrabrabrbarb Part 2

Tuesday, December 4, 2007 {2:21 PM}

Am supposed to work now..but after lunch makes me absolutely sleepy!! *slap myself*

It's december already...alot of holidays for this month...and also my BIRTHDAY month!!!

Min-na..wasurenaide kudasai!!!! (i hope i get that right...haha...* people..please dont forget!!!)

Darling is coming back on 12th evening...BUT going off to bangkok on 13th morning. Roar!!
will only be back on 15th noon...*sobs sobs*...ok la..nvm..i shall enjoy my "singlehood" for these 2 weeks..muahhahaa...*blink blink*

Just kidding...i'll get shot.

So lemme list out all the holidays and 1/2 days off work...and events happening!!!...

5th Dec : Suppose to have a briefing of my company's December Learning Day.
18th Dec: Actual Learning Day.

* I DO NOT wish to attend these 2 though...*pray pray* *

12th Dec : My boy is coming back for 1 night...(yes i know..a repeat.)

15th Dec: My mentor's bday..gonna get her sth..her surname is Liew too...we r one family..hehe..she's so damn nice to me..teaching me ALOT of things...love her lots...she's a HIP mama...her figure...woot...TOO hot for someone near 45. (y aint i'm like that? and also...y aint mama like that too? )

Yikes! My boss just told me that a report need to be due by tmr afternoon...gotta stay back to do liao..WHY!!!!! BUSY LEI!!!!...mm..ok...nvm...i shant say much coz i'm blogging..=p

so lemme continue..

20th Dec: PUBLIC HOLIDAY....dunnoe haji? aiya for malays..but it's ok...coz lao niang got holiday also!!!! HEE!!

20th gonna be the start of my happy journey man....

coz 21th is friday..juz work one day...so it's ok... and we r having gifts exchange in our very own department. den...

24th Dec: Xmas EVE...and we got 1/2 day!!!! but we r having Xmas party..i think? o well..NO WORK = HAPPY!!!

25th Dec: Merry Xmas!!!! Ho-ho-HO!!!!

orite..26th - 28th..back to usual working day...

29th = saturday = lao niang's birthday eve also Sijie's bday...going out with ah boy..

30th = LAO NIANG"S BDAY!!!!! also..anita mui's death anniversary. -.-" Thanks to her, my 1230 never appear in the lottery results anymore. Haiz...

31th : New's year eve....= ANOTHER 1/2 DAY!!!!!

1th Jan 2008 = Brand NEW year...= Public Holiday = Ah ber's bday = SLEEP LATE LATE!!!!! Muahahahha!!!

Then after 1th Jan...back to usual working life...@.@ Dreads...

and i better start scouting for my degree courses...and loans..blah blah blah...=(

faster finish degree...faster graduate...faster earn more $$...faster move out of singapore's armpit...faster marry....faster nag at ah boy for penthouse..(blink blink*)....slower give birth...slower aging...No quarrels...no problems..no shit (not that pang sai shit..i dun wan wanna get constipation...) = Wat a good life...

Dream a lill dream of me~~

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WooHoo

Tuesday, November 27, 2007 {8:37 AM}

Ohaiyo!

Today is one of the earliest days i reached office. 8.20am!!!!! when i'm supposed to start work at 9..hah! Reason being, i was late for 15 mins yesterday and i left early abt 15 mins too...so today i made up for it!!....to save the naggings from my colleague. hee.

SO, of course my precious one offered to send me to work...

When we r going home ytd..

Him: Tommorrow, i send you to work ok...
Me: Dun need lah...very early lei..u sleep more lar..
Him: Nvm lah..i'm free anyway..i send u ok?
Me: Dun wan
Him: Ok?
Me: No-k
Him: ok...
Me: No-k..

and this "ok" & "no-k" last for awhile...till Me: I say no-k le mah...
Him: "ya la..okay la...u off abit ..slang abit will sound like okay liao.."

Me: -.-" faints.

Him: ok.

That's my boy. haha....So today early morning he woke up at 6.30..went to buy mac breakfast for me...usually is me who buy breakfast..but he want me to rest more so he went to buy today instead. =) so i slept till 7am...7.30 am my boy arrived. Hee. Maybe this is what they call bliss. It just make your day brighter...and you just wan to keep this going everyday.

so early early come here....slack till now haven start work..hah!
but i did open up my outlook mailbox lar...hahahah....=)

later after work meeting my boy ...den shopping @ vivo...i told him i feel like eating Carls Jr...hehe...=)

better get my ass to start my work...else i 'm really gonna continue to slack whole day!

Love you, Mr David. =)

buh=bye<

abrabrbarbarbra

Wednesday, November 21, 2007 {11:25 AM}

now my system is down...only MINE..muahhaha...so i'm slacking away...till the system is up again. =) happy day. hahah...

i tk i'm too free...suddenly the dark engulfed me again. BUt just for awhile..i'm improving. =)

Nothing much, just that suddenly think of the life, how it will be without my family, her..?

I cant even imagine.

Financially, i know i will be able to cope.

Mentally...i'll go crazy...without her.

Though we only met and really get to know each other when i'm 7...but i just love her alot...reason simply she never gave up on me when i'm in my most dire state...and because of her, i became who i m now.

Digressing...

Boy and I have known each other for 21 mths, dated for 15 mths !!!!

Time FLIES right...=) it feel so like yesterday only. hehee...which is a good thing of cuz...

AND my boy cut his hair...until SUPER short. ....i tk skinhead to describe should be near.

i've got an "army" bf...@.@

Also, i've been sick for the past 2 weeks....i cancelled my drinking session with the girls...cancelled alot of things. =(

o well...lunch time haha..n i haven start my work...AHAHAH

later going to eat zhu chao with skinhead. =) *grin*

buh=bye<

Touched...

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 {7:18 PM}

I'm touched by my cousin, for the first time (not exactly first lah), i felt that i'm loved by people around me...

Ever since i came to singapore, my mum will always bring me to this cousin's hse during weekends or sch holidays to play with this lill cousin who is just 1 yr younger than me. From the old time no col nintendo with game cartridge or sth?? to PS2...now Ps3...

I remember last time we both r shorties....n he's v round..n very cute looking...both our hair is the mushroom head style. And everytime i go to his hse to play, i will demand to change the game cartridge to super mario..cause that's the only game i know how to play..i'm nv good at games..whenever i played till the "beat-the-king" level...i'll bug him to help mi beat the king..
And i also remembered there's this bubbles game...u need to collect same col and they will burst blah blah blah...and he will lie on a pillow on my leg and play tt game with me...when my leg is numb..it will be my turn to lie on his....(coz the tv connected to the PS is high up on the wall)

Whenever, i snatched his things to play...my dad/mum will scold me...and i'll feel unhappy..and he will always go dig his precious nintendo and put it infront of me..tking i will feel happier after that..hahaha...little things like that...is always buried in some areas of my heart.

Now we have grown older...and i seldom go to his house..not every weekend nowadays..and we seldom contact each other..but i'm glad every new year we met, it feels like we r still the same. he will always go str to my room...and nua on my bed...or switch on the computer...very auto..lol...

Now he's in NS...last 2 weeks he got sent to Taiwan for training..and i just made a remark saying i love the pineapple tarts there...and when he got back ytd, he msn me saying he bought pineapple tarts and some lao po bing for me..=)

Just now my aunt called...saying she wanna send the goodies to my hse..den i say i'll get it from my cousin (his sister who is working beside me) instead. And she told me that my cousin got maligned by his officers that he stoled his roomie's $$

He's sleeping with this roomie and another mate came in without his knowing and after he's gone..this roomie's $$ is gone. So the officers tot its my cousin who stole the $$ and everyday come and search him..and his belongings. Den last day when they are allowed to go out of field to city to do their shopping...early morning those stupid officers came and search again and my cousin gotta pack back..and in the end he missed the bus out..(the tour)...

So in the end, he walk out himself... !! @.@ and buy mrt card and travel to taipei city to tour ard HIMSELF...and got my tarts and stuffs. Amazing...love him so much..=)

Very poor thing of him to get maligned like that...those stupid officers also dumb de...only noe hw to search people..dunno hw to investigate other ppl also...@.@ *roll eyes 360 deg.*

My cousin is very erm...decent and honest in good words...in another is those..kena bullied also wunt say out de..only now hw to swallow down the anger and come home scold. haiz.* Last time young kena me bullied also go to his room and put his face into the pillow and teared...den after that i go pacify him..den ok liao..hahaha...oh ya..he's the one who taught me how to cycle..hahaha! His sister is very different..since young..very independent...feisty type ...

All in all...i'm happy to be in this family to know this great bunch of people...=) His birthday is coming...mm 23 Dec...should get him sth..though becoz of some dunnoe wat superstitious reason he cant celebrate his bday...=( he's a capri too..hehe....See capris are nice people..=) esp capri A+ type. hahahha.

buh=bye<

STRESSED!

Thursday, November 1, 2007 {12:54 PM}

I AM VERY VERY VERY STRESSED!!!!

i think i stressed till i drop alot alot of my hair. And this makes mi even more stressed.
Stressed bout wat?

WORK

MYSELF

FAMILY

MONEY

ALOT more....

" I look into the mirror, i cant find myself."

"I look up the sky, i find myself blind."

I understand that every now and then, you will feel lost in your life path...

Nuff of the melancholiness....

I always thought of having a tattoo, but the prob is where???

Suddenly, i've thought of tattooing a "Dandelion" ...best on the hand...BUT..too obvious and not very good.

Back? mmm

And i think my mom will finish me off with one whop. So yea, i'll dream bout it...

I WANT to go to the beach to take a breather this weekend.
I feel like i cant breathe....every night i went to slp with a very heavy heart...wakes up..gets even heavier...

My fav song recently is jay chou's new song "蒲公英的约定" .....i like the melody. =) a lil sad...in between a pinch of hope....

Digressing again, Heredity is a very scary thing. It can be good..if you inherit the good genes, it will be a disastor if you inherit the bad ones.

Imagine, you suffer for 9 months...anticipating your to be born baby...and finally when it popped out...your baby is suffering from illness/disease/defected....at that point of time..you look at him/her...what would you think. ..

Else, your baby grew up happily only to find out that he/she has some diease which is congenital ...what will the parents feel? Blame themselves for passing the disease to their kids?
If it's me, i dun tk i will have kids...

but i love kids. =s

In middle, where to go? She wunt know where to go....only to move forward..and move forward...be it to the heaven or wherever...she just gotta keep moving...cuz she wunt want to give up...but neither she has the strength to fight alone for so long...she can only choose to forget...选择遗忘 也许会比较开心...just like the song i like....the promise when both are young...till the day they grew up...they will only joke about it...but who knows..one of them had treated the promise seriously and still waiting...

Now nov 07 liao..soon will be 2008....den 2009....2010....wonder where i m in 2010...what i'll be doing? still working in NTUC? still not married?? ......

=)

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